To Close My Eyes

The poem below is written for expression of the author when he is feeling very shitty and changed by one encouragement. I understand if some of you think this is ghey, i use to think people posting shiet like this on blogs are ghey but what the heck. Besides, don't know who actually reads this online scroll. I post this because i think this farked up exam deserves a highlight here and i already had so much grieve talk on exam previously and i need something different. Cheers.


To Close My Eyes

I look outside through my window pane,
It seems its forever the november rain,
Knowing my results went down the drain,
All i can feel inside is just pain pain pain,

Then i knew i need to be tough,
When i read a mail from my love,
A person who lifts me above,
Forever, she is my other half.

I breathe in hard,
and close my eyes,
Raise my hand towards to skies,
Dreaming only for a deserving prize.

Wish the lecturer's heart be filled with mercy,
Thus giveth us students many happy surprise,
God! i pray so let it be,
This, my devastated heart cries.