The Quill Of Inspirations. 4th Scroll

Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, WRITE them on the tablet of your heart. Proverbs 3:3

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Everybody is an artist. Everyone has different art to offer. I am an artist with strange art to offer. I believe in I am. I believe in illustration through visual and articulation. I believe expression is inevitable. -Ryan I am still learning about myself everyday.

Monday, May 22, 2006

The Criminal

Yes, the criminal i am. The crime of leaving the quill to dust, the empty scrolls unscribbled and unmarked with many that had happened since my last trip to london.

I was wasting my time around my clubhouse and came across a friend reading blogs and F*kkty Fish! The quill of inspirations! I don't know if anyone cares about this scroll anyway, but i worry that the fact that its idling, might it signify i have finally deplete in inspirations, left with nothing worth writing. This consequentially might mean i have lost all colour and meaning in life? No! i don't want that to happen.

I have so much to tell. So much to write, but i shall limit to the focus of the title.

Housemates

Housemates are truly important when you're abroad don't you agree? They are your family, your friend, and the extra hand you'll always need because no one can survive on their own. Yes, no matter how so-called independant you claim to be. Even when you say, you only have total dependance on GoD. I am sure GoD wants you to learn to depend on others and be a leaning rock at times.

I have learnt a most valuable lesson in my stay here in Dunkirk, Nottingham. Choose your housemates wisely. Since i came here, life was different. Clearly! huh. My magic dirty laundry no longer dissapears and return to the wardrobe clean, ironed and folded. Thrash just keeps growing on the bin, i use to remember thrash are suppose to thrash themselves somewhere else after u dump it into the bin. How odd?

I live with another two mates, one is a coursemate while another studies civil engineering. Lets call them Mate Chem, Mate Civil. Coincidentally, both mates are rich- in the earlier semester, we use to do food shopping together and have meals like a family. Choices of food was excellent, and surely it came with a price. With 2 vs 1 on a decision making, its better to give in before even discussing it.

My birthday came and i got a wonderful gift, World of Warcraft!. I should say it kind of changed my life. I have always been a fan of Warcraft since i was even a kid; Warcraft I: Orcs and Humans. The whole household was involved with the game since then, like we basically LIVE in the game.

World of Warcraft should have came with a warning like this -
Caution: Content is extremely addictive and might lead to disorders.

Competition exist in the game but in reality, another competition existed. The 'stomach survival smackdown'. (S cube). There are two winners and 1 loser in this game, the one who can no longer take the pain of hunger. In brief, i begun cooking every night alone for everybody for several months. Often i'll eat first and keep the rice warm while having the dishes kept covered. I could no longer take it in April, and decided to join my friend's 'family' which i am still part of today, since my two housemates decided to have takeaway until the end of exams. Trust me; takeaways cost a bomb!.

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My housemates are the real criminals. Civil mate grosses me out and his laziness if untoleratable. Imagine someone who craps his ass out in the bathroom and never flushes, even when caught redhanded! He could still smile shyly and withdraw into his room ignoring his f**king crap in the toilet bowl. They don't throw the eggs they cracked instead they leave it by the stove to make a mountain of broken egg shells. Dishes can stack up for about 2 feet before someone desperately need to cook had to clean it. I could have an endless list of what these people do that could annoy me into suicide. Somehow, just somehow, i just coped with all this kinda shiet. I cleaned the thrash, wash them f**king dishes, plumb the bathroom tub outlet which is stucked with REAL long hairs which i don't have. I can feel and i know my patience has grown as thin as it can be.

Just the other day, Oy ling said she admired my patience. Then i thought to myself.. Damn, Ryan! how you do it? why did u take up with all this shiet? Is it worth admiring? Its like admiring the people in war-struck countries in their misery. Admiring the fact that they are still alive. A triumph is it?

Survival at its peak.

Lesson: crime always get away with it in the right circumstances.

I'll be back.

Fin.

2 Comments:

Blogger oyling said...

Patience is a good attribute, bro! Might not be in all situations but it's better having them than not.

7:00 AM  
Blogger Chew Don Ryaniquel said...

I guess it is... but when u got enough of it, u'll be stepped on. Don't you agree?

Look at a walking timebomb, nobody messes with a walking timebomb. if u get what i mean.

8:41 PM  

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